First pt 2

I feel uncomfortable and distressed all the time. My body feels swollen. No clothing feels remotely big or loose enough.

My muscles are weak everywhere. I can't even sit comfortably in any way. I'm not sure when the last time was that I could lie down.

Totally physically ruined....

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