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I don't know what this will be. Hopefully a place to be totally honest with myself?
I don't think anyone will ever read this so really this can be my cyber-confessional.

I'm so tired of this life. I've been thinking for ages about what my future could hold but have mostly come to the conclusion that I'm just done.

If my mental & physical health were to return today I still can't come up with what I could possibly do with more time.